idk why the fuck she would do something like this and not even tell me. im doing my best to make her happy the least she could do is do the same for me am i asking to much

So i havent posted in a long time and i dont know why. Its about one month away from being kymmy and my 2 years and im pumped and  bummed all at the same time. i mean i love that we have been together for so long im just upset that i cant really do anything special for her and its a little upsetting. i love her and want to do something she wont soon forget but its hard with what i can do with whats at my disposal.

I honestly dont think Kym knows how much I love her.  I would undeniably give up my life and everything in it to see her smile. She is my world and I dont care how many fights we get in none of them can change how I feel about her. She is the one.

i would highly enjoy knowing where my fiance is right about now

This unnamed girl comes back into my girlfriends life and it seems like now my world has been turned upside down by my fiancee talking to just one person. ive put so much time and energy in this and now it seems that doesnt even matter. she keeps making these rash decisions without even talking to me and i know its all because this girl came back. its not fair i want this girl dead like now. this isnt fair. im in love and now it seems like shes not

i hate my dad so much he is the biggest dick in the world and i hope he rots.  i havent even done anything wrong and he flips out on me

i just want her to know that i wont hurt her and its her decision.

im really tired and wish that i could see my girl right now

she has this knack for wanting to change what doesnt need to be changed and i hate it. its so stupid